Monday, November 17, 2008 ♥
the past week hasnt been such a good week for me.. was sort of like sick but nt really sick... lolx wth am i saying.. alright jus having a slight sore throat and voice like screwed up.. lolx. reason? my theory of Yi Du Gong Du AKA fight poison with poison.. since sunday have been having fried food and fastfood 7 days in a row~ lolx...met jie finally aft like 3 times of postpone on a thursday evening... met at PS to have xin wang hk cafe for dinner... throughout the dinner can see smth was on her mind.. yet i cant do anything to help her.. suddenly i feel i am useless... where is the old me where i can be so good at consoling ppl.. talking to them making them feel better.. somehow i feel i am jus useless cant even help my jie.. haiz.. but i really hope u can move on and step out of the past for the past brings nth but hurt... we should all throw away any bad memories and keep those beautiful memories within our mind as a reminder that we should treat our love ones better and treasure them.
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why does some ppl still think i cant let go.. lolx.. its nt my 1st time this year.. have learnt alot jus within this year.. since last xmas till now.. i believe i have grew stronger emotionally and have learnt alot more... maybe jie is right... qx and lt also... i am jus taking things way way too serious and i am way too good.. ppl might jus take advantage of me.. but how do i slvoe it man.. thats me.. since young... nvm no matter how hard it will be i will strive to change...
for the past few days din really sleep enough.. was bz rushing out projs.. FYP, Gems and still got a couple more to finish up.. haiz...
so much more than a memory; 9:18 PM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 ♥
hey readers~ lolx.. been sometime since i did a last update.. was pretty bz with alot of things.. things finally got settled and i have some free time on my hands now before i meet with with xy and qx for a swim at my hus here.well let me do a back track to 24th of nov.
with my mother flown to taiwan and sis out to msia, i was free from all restriction and party party~ lolx.. fri met qx yl and jo and had dinner at holland V. the 2 gals was sick but we still had food nt meant for the sick de lo -.- hahaha means unhealty =p dinner was quiet and nth much went on. since jo was saying abt the damsly rd (spelling error i think) Ben and jerry's ice cream, we decided to head there and icecream we had =D jo had her mint icecream while i ate choco fudge brownie and chunky monkey while the other 2 disappear while we ordered our dessert. listening to the singer who looked so young and talented she was. aft standing for like 15min, we found a seat and sat down to finish our ice cream... *bzzzz* handphone ring.. qx smsed me asking me to call him when i done.. haha then me and jo sat and talked alot.. nt realising they were behind us.. suddenly they jus sms me ask me turn back.. lolx saw them damn paisei sia.. lol....
were supposed to meet boon and gang for supper but it got too late and anyway i also asked jo to accompany me which she agreed.. sent yl and qx home before deicding to head to ECP with jo. reached there and we got ourelves a beer.. sat on a bench and chatted.. wishing the wind would blow but the wind god did not make it happen.. we chatted till it was around 4am before i sent her home before heading to fetch boon and gang to work at MSP.. the day eneded with me reaching home at 6am+
sat 25th
waking up to meet xy and alvin to have bfast at around 11 before going to meet qx and tta to play MJ =D though i lost 30$, it was ok la.. we went off to orchard at around 6+ to buy things.. qx bought a wallet while he and me shared a purfume. as LT and jo's bd was the same day.. lol.. aft dropping everyone off, decided to meet boon and gang.. lolx this time is for supper at Bukit timah the prata shop before going to play pool at IRC.. boon is good i must say.. lolx.. coaching alvin and jacky.. they 2 played like forever before the black ball was holed.. lolx.. almost fell asleep.. played for an hour like tat then went home le..
sun 26th
went off to work and was excited as we had a gathering right aft my work =D cant wait to meet jie and gang... was allowed to leave earlier and met the rest for dinner at PS yohsi.. ate and waited for jie to arrive.. we played the game SSm brought and i think the whole store of crew was looking at us la.. lolx who care~.. played till they abt to close then andy and his jo left.. jia yu also left... remain is me ssm wx and jie.. played another round =D.. we all went home soon and i went to get my clothes. jo proposed to meet me for supper and of cuz i agreed.. haha fetch her and went to cine to eat xin wang hk cafe.. ordered quiet a number of food but nv finish cuz too full liaoz.. same we chatted till 3+ 4am before sending her home and meet alvin to go work at MSP.
mon 27th
was totally shag out by so many late nights.. nth much to do leh.. all i remember was sleeping sleeping.. lolx.. slept alot la.. then end work at 3pm and met TA at taka waiting for the rest to arrive =D had dinner at vivo carls jr..
the all the way from tue to fri was boring days in sch yawn.. nth to talk abt also..
fri 31st
jo's and lt's bd. went over to find jo in the middle of night in order to pass her the present.. was outside her hus from 11pm till 0040 plus i think... msned her using my phone and eventually she came out of her hus seeing me with her birthday cake (jus 1 slice though) and passing her her heavy present. we chatted below her hus before she wanted to sleep at around 1+ ... went home preparing for night... again went to fetch her.. reached at 7? and left at 9+ for zouk hallowene (spelling) night... we din get into phuture but we went into zouk. was boring... the process i shall leave it blank.. i drank volka craneberry, whisky coke, tequilla, beer, flaming lambo, graveyard and AK... i wanted to get drunk so badly.. but i cant.. i have no idea why.. i just wanna let it all out but it keeps hanging onto me... i realise i cant... i cant release it...
sat 1st
went to work with a fatigue mind and body.. while serving customer and doing repairs, my hands was shaking.. maybe its the caffine.. but i dont know.. i was shaking but no one can see... it was a terrible feeling..
baaa that should be the end of my updates.. *someone is reading my posts in my hus =\*
so much more than a memory; 5:41 PM